Condolences for Kurt A. Douglas

Deborah Douglas posted on 8/16/12

It's been almost a year since the lost of my loving husband there isn't a day or a min that goes by in my life that he is not in my every thought i miss being able to wake up and look into those blue eyes with his arm's wrapped around me i miss him laughing and joking with me while were sitting watching t.v. or laying there at night just talking and the one that i miss most is when things are rough or things are not going as planned he would hold me and tell me it's going to be o.k were going to get thru this his laughter and smile brighten everyday of my life we weren't lucky enough to get a long marriage but we had a special one that's for sure and even though i know in my heart that he is still with me beside me and look out for me i would love to have one more day of looking into his eyes and seeing his heart because he had a great heart when it came to his family and friends that's for sure i had a reading not so long ago and she told me she wish she could express how much he loved me and that he leaves little things like dimes and pennies around to let me know he is still here with me and i find them all the time and it's so odd cause we lived in this house since 08 and never before did this ever happen until his passing so i know he still with me God thank you for giving a chance to have a man that was the love of my life and thank you for giving a man that was always beside me no matter what i know he is better off with you but it's hurt so bad knowing i can't see him and talk with him no matter what is going on at the moment save a place for me baby i love you with all of my heart i miss you so bad it aches everyday for you i can't wait until one day when we can hopefully be together again as it should be to my loving husband i miss and love you so much i hope you never leave me well you have in one way but i know my heart that your here with me love you baby forever and always from your pretty girl kurt i wish i could kiss you love u

 

kevin walsh posted on 9/12/11

my brother just found out saturday sept 10th about your passing so sorry i wasnt there for you.so many memories of good times and bad we shared and you with a smile that would light up the world help to get me through i love you my friend always

 

Todd Skrele posted on 8/29/11

I have so many memories of Kurt, all to which are flashing before me as I look at these pictures. Heart wrenching to say the least. I miss the great times we had and will truly miss him. So long Cuz, I hope you are doing well where you have gone.

 

Kurt Messersmith posted on 8/28/11

Kurt you will be sadly missed. You were always a true friend and we had some good times together that I will never forget. Don't ever forget the KKK - Kurt D., Kurt C. and Kurt M. - our special trio. Goodbye old friend I will see you at the river in Heaven.

 

Your sister Keley posted on 8/28/11

To my little brother. I was blessed to have shared my childhood with such a fun little brother. You followed me around in our first years on Earth like a shadow and I loved every minute of it. We moved to Cantrall when we were six and seven and that is where we both share out fondest memories in the "Gold house" as mom calls it. We were blazing trails thru the timber together with nothing but each other and a a stick in each of our hands for hours. This is where your love for the outdoors began to bloom and I am so happy I was a part of it. You learned to hunt, fish and camp w/dad. He showed both of us how to frog gig. Hey how come all I got to do was hold the bag of dead frogs? I didnt mind I was just happy to be there with you guys! You had a motorcycle and I had a horse. We were very close as kids me always worrying about you and covering for you to keep you out of trouble with mom and dad. You grew up to be a man everyone loved to be around. An all around good guy. I will forever miss you and the way you called me "hey sis" everytime you talked to me on the phone or saw me. Iam so happy you are at peace and are no longer suffering. Give dad a hug and kiss for me and until we meet again I love you always! Your sister Kelley.

 

Debbie Heikes posted on 8/27/11

Never had the chance to be aound my Illinois clan much. I am so glad I got a chance to meet you and your wife at your mom's birthday party. Here's wishing you peace forever.

 

Stacey Curtis posted on 8/27/11

Kurt is in most of my very best childhood memories. We would go to their house every weekend, at least that's how I remember it, and we would have the best time...making mudpies and decorating them with dandelions...well, that might have been moreso with Kelly....I think Kurt was probably busy doing things that were much more adventureous (aka..dangerous). For example, I remember him riding his bicycle off the roof of the shed. I never figured out how he got it onto the roof but he did it, nonetheless The four of us (Kurt, Kelly, Todd and myself) would go for 'walks in the timber' for hours... I absolutely LOVED when we would go to the Long Branch (I think that was the name of it) and hang out in the back booth, pouring salt in our sodas, messing with the shuffleboard sand, playing with the tops off of the soda bottles...stupid stuff like that... As a little girl I had the biggest crush on Kurt...hey, not in a creepy way....I was just a little girl, LOL! But seriously, I always thought he was so cute and so cool, and bragged about him to my friends. I've come to realize that, when you lose touch with someone and don't talk with them often, you forget how much you love them until they are gone. All of you (Aunt Donna, Uncle Donnie, Kelly, and Kurt) occupy a huge place in my memories and in my heart and I love you all so very much!

 

misty larson posted on 8/27/11

i didnt have the privilige of knowing kurt all my life but i did get the privilige of knowing him long enough to know that i loved him and he that he was always there for me when i needed him...the times i got to spend with him will always be cherished and i will miss the many times we could of had. I couldnt of asked for a better step dad or even a better grandpa for my children. i know he is in heaven watching each and every one of us and loving us just like he was when he was here. i've never been so blessed in my life to get a chance to know someone so down to earth and loving and i couldnt have asked for a better man to enter my mothers life when he did...he blessed her in so many ways and many that none of us will ever know but when i looked at him and my mom together you could see the love in their eyes...god didnt take him away from us to hurt us he took him and made him an angel to guide us and love us...i have too many great memories of kurt and i together to even to begin to share. loving you always kurt...misty,chey,nicci,gavin,and brandon

 

Deborah Douglas posted on 8/27/11

in loving memory of my husband the man i was lucky enough to sharemy life with whether we were laughing joking or even crying it was all very special i know that when god thought of a man that was good enough to love me forever and unconditionally and from his heart he sent me kurt i remember my husband always telling me just remember debbie as long as were together and stand side by side we can get thru anything and he was right my family became whole again when me and kurt got married he loved my grandchildren thats for sure and him and my children always had great times together and then there was helen well you thought those to had known each other there whole life the way they joked and laughed together i will miss he sitting beside me rocking away after a day out with the guys or a day out with carl hunting fishing and watch tv or listen to music i will miss his smile and the way he looked at me with his eyes and the way he always called me his pretty girl but most of all i hope that he saves a spot for me at heavens door so i can be with him and see him again even though he isnt with me here i know in my heart he is up there watching out for me and everyone he ever loved i thank god everyday that i was blessed for a his mom and dad having such a special little boy that grew up to be a loving caring gentle considerate loving man thats for sure i know that nothing meant more for kurt then for us to get married on there specail day and we were blessed enough that they were willing to share that day with us i miss you baby you are my heart and soul and no matter what your still coming home just like you wanted i love you forever and always missed every minute of everyday my heart aches cause your not here with me but yet i know your looking down on me keeping me safe and still loving me until we meet again love and miss you always see you someday baby

 

Aunt Sandy posted on 8/26/11

Kurt you are going to be missed terribly. You had such a great personality that everybody loved you. Your smile was contagious. Your eyes lit up so bright when you gave a little grin or a big smile. You were such a little dare devil in your younger years you would scare everyone who watched you. But you mom would always say, just take him to ER if he gets hurt. Todd said once if I knew what you did back in the timbers I would be scared out of my wits. Better off I never knew. You will no longer have to suffer and I'm so glad that God decided it was your time and took you in his arms and conforted you. I know that you will meet up with your dad. Tell him we love him and will miss both of you. Love you and always will remember you in my thoughts and prayers.

 

Sharon LaFauce posted on 8/26/11

Kurt will never be forgotten. He always had a big grin for you and a hug. He lived life to the fullest. He is at peace and with his Dad. God Bless him. May he RIP!!!!! Love Sharonr3w3j

 

Vernon, Mary, and Rusty Lovell posted on 8/26/11

Our family was blessed when Kurt came into our hearts and life on September 22, 1964. What a glorious day for the Douglas and Lovell family. Also to anyone who was lucky enough to know him. His smile was contagious and will live in our memories and yours who knew him. Heavenly Father, thank you for giving us all the beautiful memories of Kurt. Angels are with you every step of the way. They help you soar with Amazing Grace. Love Uncle El (Vern), Aunt Mary and Rusty

 

The Wagners: Shanon, Dave, Cassie, Savanah & Sidney posted on 8/26/11

Sorry for your loss.

 

Kristie Bryant Stonkeing posted on 8/26/11

All of the things I've written in the past; so many about you and our passion for life, and today, I'm left speechless. I can hear you laugh by just my saying that....I thank God. For all of the times we shared, the conversations, the laughter, and the tears. I thank God for "putting you in my way" as you use to say....Thank God he did! Thank you most of all, for Kat. That boy is the joy of my life and I am forever grateful...You changed my life, rocked my world, and filled my soul. So, of all the things I feel and have to say, I can't tell you goodbye. Only, until we meet again, on the next great adventure. Go before me, and blaze a trail...and leave that gate wide open will you my friend? With all of my heart....Kris

 

Kathy Matthews posted on 8/26/11

In reading how Kurt loved to rock in his rocking chair, brought back so many memories. I remember babysitting him. His blonde hair and big blues. They only way to get him to sleep was to rock and make a figure 8 on his face with my fingers. We would rock and rock. And then came the time I watched him and Kelly Sue. I lived on top of a large hill. There was Kurt riding his bike straight down the hill. The next time he was standing on his hands walking down the hill. Aunt Donna phoned about that time. She said don't worry. If he falls just take hime to ER they'll put a cast on what ever he breaks. Kurt I know you are at peace now. Tell Uncle Donnie hello and I love you both. Your Cousin - Kathy

 

Angela Mester Hyde posted on 8/26/11

Kurt has been my life-long crush:) I can still see him sitting on his bike...perched at the top of a slide at the park or walking on his hands. That boy had a grin that could stop a heartbeat. I'm praying for your soul now Kurt and also for God to wrap your family in His peace and comfort.

 

TODD NAYLOR posted on 8/26/11

KURTISALL WAS ONE FRIEND I COULD COUNT ON TO ALWAYS HAVE MY BACK. HE COULD LIGHT UP A ROOM WITH HIS LAUGH. "DR D." AND KURTISALL WERE ONE OF A FEW MY DAD WOULD TURN LOOSE A BOTTLE OF HIS PRECIOUS WINE TO... I COULDN'T GET ONE BUT THEY COULD. KURTISALL SPENT ONE CHRISTMAS EVE TAKING ME TO EMERGENCY ROOM. THE NEXT DAY FIRST THING IN MORNING KURTISALL CAME BYE TO CHECK ON ME. I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT. MY DAD ALWAYS LOVED DR. D ,DONNA SUE, AND AS I CALLED HIM KURTISALL. HE ALWAYS HAD A BIG HEART AND I HOPE ONE DAY TO SEE HIM AGAIN. TELL ALL THE OLD TIMERS AND FRIENDS IN HEAVEN HELLO. I WAS BLESSED TO KNOW, SPEND TIME, AND HAVE A FRIEND LIKE U. AS THE OUTLAWS SANG "WE WERE THE WILD ONES" PEACE BE WITH U TODDLY

 

Mom posted on 8/26/11

My heart aches with the hole your leaving has left and my eyes are wet with tears. God decided you had suffered thru enough pain and welcomed you with open arms to a better life. Tell Dad Hi for me and Save me a place, OK?